The past two weeks here in Bali have been pretty uneventful. I have not been feeling well and struggled with most physical activity and making progress on my site, personal projects or new work.
No Holiday
This was never a holiday, it is literally me living here while I continue my job search. So it’s not a waste being here, but it has been challenging. I tried my best to go to the beach and get outside, but my energy has been low and outwside of a few strolls, it’s not quite a holiday of any sorts.
Training
I still trained as much as possible. Again, I’m not at the best gym, despite it’s popularity and I’d recommend looking for other gyms. Still the staff are kind and it’s been my regular daily visit. Did not use the recovery area or attend any classes, so consider the package you get if all you do is hit the weights.
Food
I tried sticking to the same places where I felt I was eating relatively healthy and could try and improve my daily intake, making protein a priority. After doing a scan today, it doesn;t seem to have made any difference and I’m now questioning my food choices. I can;t afford it, but when I can I think it’s time to talk to a dietician and a nutritionist. Something has to change. Unfortunately ordering anything outside of the usual spots has made me sick.
Health
I have spent most of the past 2 weeks sick. I have had bali belly almost every day and developed a rather horrible cough. I have tried using local pharmacies, but they seem to just throw the same stuff at you all the time, which doesn’t really fix the problem. I considered seeing a doctor, but all the search rsults I got keep pushing these IV services which just feel like a scam. Maybe I’m not udnerstanding it all, but for the price, it just does not make sense. Even though I paid for insurance which is really pricy at my age, over double what it would cost if I was 5 years younger, I am reluctant to use it as I’ve never really seen the benefit of medical schemes unless it was actually staying in hospital for a big procedure. Again, something I need to work out.
Weather
It’s only rained once or twice even though we are heading into the rainy season. It rained so hard the other night it woke me up and I couldn;t easily fall asleep. I kind of liked the sound of rain on the roof which is not something I experience living in an apartment in Bangkok. So being here late in October is still wonderful if you enjoy the sunshine.
Conclusion
The past few weeks have challenged me and I’m so ready to get back to Bangkok. While it’s only temporary, it is the closest thing I have to a home. So just want to get back to what I’m comfortable with. Hopefully I can heal up and continue to find a new opportunity feeling better. Bali is a magical place and I could see myself living here, but I’d have to really figure out how to manage the health issues that come with it as I have not been my best and I can’t afford not to be. I will come back for sure, this place has an amazing energy and is mostly my vibe.