I’ve started adding some updates to my Behance portfolio. I’ve never really done a good job of updating my Behance, always randomly throwing a few images up there but never writing a case study. I think this has admittedly been a weak point in my game, and it’s also my least favourite thing to do.
I like to build things, so I put more effort into building my site than adding my work. This is probably why I have no screenshots or videos of my projects. It doesn’t interest me. I like to be recognised and privately enjoy appreciation for my work, but I’m not attention-seeking. I shy away from the spotlight. I know I shouldn’t. It’s why I force myself to make YouTube videos. However, you only have to look at my Instagram to know I post photos of myself reluctantly.
I do need to share my work. For some unknown reason, interviewers really do want to see something before they’ll even have a conversation with me. That’s why I pulled a few projects together and will continue to add more over the next few days.
What I really need to do, though, is pull my portfolio together for my site. But I’m torn. Do I spend huge amounts of time doing that, or do I document my journey so far? I personally find that more interesting. I would think that’s why people would want to meet me. But apparently not.
I also want to focus on making videos for YouTube where I can share my wisdom. I’d rather people get something from me that’s useful and adds value. Then, if people are interested in chatting further, it’s easier as they know what I do.
I’d prefer to just create all day, but without some source of funding, I have to find work that pays and bend to others’ will despite what I think is a pretty impressive career. Until then, I have to keep pulling that portfolio together.